Please Be Mine...

No matter what happens, I'll try to be optimistic... It's not like I've never done it before... Heck, I've always put up a brave face in front of my friends... My family would say otherwise though. I am, after all, more honest to them than I would like to be. If I am disappointed, I show it. But with my friends, I smile and say that it's okay or put up a 'fake' sad face and pout. They go crazy for that...

Anyways, I will try to be optimistic. Even if my heart does hurt and it's too painful to smile. Even if I want to cry, I will smile... Cause I don't want you to feel sorry for me. There's nothing worse than pity.

I want you to remember me as the strong girl, who can take the truth. Even if I can't for the life of me bring myself to terms with it...

I love you so much...